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| Well I decided to up date in a talking way, because I guess I just feel like complaining and I have no one to complain to. So there are alot of things I miss right now, alot of things I wish I didn't have right now, and alot of things I wish never happened. So I miss my Abigails beyond belief...It's been forever since we hung out. I miss having a boyfriend, I miss last summer, the friendships I used to have. I want everything to go back to the way it was like last month, and just skip over this month, because this was just about the worst month ever so far. I really hate my friends in school, except my guy friends, and my boyfriend that I will never have, and I love my Stephanie, becuase I just hate doing what were supposed to do in art club, and then she makes me do it, and it turns out really funky/cool looking. I hate how people bounce back and forh between friendships, (sorry guys if I do it, but knowing me I proble don't realize it) when there friends with you one day, and then the next day they won't even say hi to you. My diet has been going really well so far, I havn't given into the ice cream and free cookies and fries at lunch, I've been eating really healthy lately, (except the Auntie Anne's pretzel last nite thanks to Anna) and I would like to thank Alysha for helping not give in at lunch. French class has been a drag now, since me Nick and Emily all got seperated, I don't even have Aylsha sitting behind me anymore. I mean I have Emily behind me and one seat over which is good, and Brendon sits next to me now, who is absolutly hysterical, he made me cry today in french becuase I was laughing so hard. I'm really excited for Deanna's party on saturday, and then Abby's house afterwards, I'm so stoked to see House of Wax. I have a feeling I have a really boring summer coming up, but thats ok, I just hope I get to make some friends down there, other than Dan who I really don't want to hang out with, and hopefully me and my lover can hang out down the shore this summer, I mean his house is only like 5 blocks away from mine, and he's on the bay, which is like 4 blocks down. I just wish all drama would end, and no one would ever get mad at anyone, (sorry if I'm being a hypocrite) but I just hate how things change. Wow, so I guess I did alot of complaining and I will just go run for now.
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| "Tequila is pure, so your intentions don't have to be." | | |
| Don't be shy. Let's cause a scene, Like all [over-dramatic] lovers do.
Lights; Camera; Heart-Break.
new layout
my best friend in the whole world did it for me. JENNA<3 | | |
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These nights are filled with empty promises
Made under false pretenses
You rip me apart and keep me coming back
Your feelings are just infatuation, mixed with lust
A deadly combination further proving my point that
You have no idea what love is
Keep your word or bite your tounge
well I don't know if I really like it...thinking about it. I'm going to try to find a better one, but this is a change for now.
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| i'd rather have bad times with you,
then good times with someone eles..
i'd rather be beside you in a storm,
then safe and warm by myself..
i'd rather have hard times together,
then to have it easy apart..
i'd rather have the one who holds my heart <3
Tell me your fantasies,
I'll make you believe,
That I really care.
I'll look into your eyes,
I'll tell you all my lies.
As I take you slow.
the drunk mind
speaks the sober heart.
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